Sed non Satiata

Blah

2005-11-13T03:26:35Z

Wow! I'm actually making another post! How long has it been...?

Any way...blah. I've been so out of it lately. I feel so depressed at times, at others I just worry, or I just feel...WRONG. I don't know what it is...It makes me ache inside...like this burning in my heart and stomach.

It's probably just gas.

Just kidding. Any way. Blah. I HAVE been feeling that way lately. I dunno...I sometimes get this horrible feeling that it's because of me and Dave...but I don't think that's it. It scares me too much to think that way! ^_^ I never want to leave him because I love him so much. *huggles Dave* mmmmmm Dave! I can't wait to go and see him this winter break. When I see him, I know all these horrible feelings will go away.

<3 Dave!

HUG THE PANDA!!!

2004-12-20T23:18:43Z

OMFG!!! I just got back from the Otakucon in Miami last night!! IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!! OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG!! I got so much schtuff.....
Savvy went with me, and Andrew (my boyfriend) and Charles (one of my best friends) and Dave were all there too! IT WAS SO AWESOME! Andrew got me MOKONA MODOKI!!! A little chubby bunny thing from XXXHolic, MKR, and Tsubasa...ITS SO CUTE! And Dave got me a little plushie panda who I have named Ryoko (Traveler) and another little panda who I have named Tane (Seedling). I have the headband the Naoto from FLCL wears, a hat that looks like demon horns (Dave got it for me too), a pair of strap on demon horns, the first season of Inuyasha, and a pair of red cat eye contacts. *grins* I scared the crap out of my mother with them...*giggles evilly*
OMFG! Savvy and I were laughing so hard on the way back from the Con...we were making fun of a bunch of Naruto cosplayers. They were going around giving out candy and they were SCARY!

Savvy: Hey, can we get a picture with you?
Naruto cosplayer:...............................................ok.................HAVE SOME CANDY!! OMFG RAMEN!!! CANDY! FOR! YOUUUUUUUUU!!!! OMFGDAKSNDFOANDKJASFDA DSHJAKSE DAFCANDY CANDY CANDY!!!!
Savvy (as Ino): O.O
Me (as Kurenai): Oh....shit...that's messed up.

But before we left we were sitting out in front of the hotel and I kept throwing my panda at Dave and making him hug it. ^.^ I love my panda...and Mokona too! OMG! I sleep with Mokona every night! THANK YOU ANDREW-KUN!!! (and I love my Panda too! Thank you Dave-san!)

-Shadow

Holy Flippin Hell?

2004-10-14T00:22:21Z

holy crap..wtf? Apparently, a lot of people in my new school are SCARED of me because I'm wiccan! One of my friends just told me...wtf?

Convo:
TheCure2007:people are so terrified of you at school, its hystercial
BlackRoseBard [8:12 PM]: say what? they are?
BlackRoseBard [8:12 PM]: *grins* tell me more
TheCure2007 [8:13 PM]: well the first time i heard about you they were like, man shes a witch and she does all this wierd drawings. then i saw you and you had your socks and it was just so damn funny, when i told people that you were really cool they were just like WTF! you talk to her? shes fucking scary as hell.
BlackRoseBard [8:14 PM]: LOLOL!!! are you serious??
TheCure2007 [8:14 PM]: completely
BlackRoseBard [8:15 PM]: *grins and scratches head a little* well, I don't want people to be scared of me....*blinks* they said my drawing were weird?
TheCure2007 [8:15 PM]: most people at this school arent aware that a world exsists outside of central florida

HOLY FUCK!! THEY SAID MY DRAWINGS WERE WEIRD! HEADS WILL ROLL BITCHES!

sighs

2004-09-18T18:46:23Z

well...I just broke up with Kiel...I feel like a bitch...looks like Taylor and I will be sitting alone at lunch again..........................................................................................................................*cries*

Anxious

2004-09-16T00:53:08Z

I feel as though my insides are being ripped into tiny little pieces. I'm thinking about taking a break from having a boyfriend until I can figure things out. See...I love Kile, I really do...on the other hand...I really like John too...>.< *sighs*

Oh...Adam...please don't sound so cold to me...*looks worried* Just talk to me as soon as you can...please?...thanks...

On a good note, I'm currently reading Ranma 1/2...tee hee...silly panda
-Hotoke-chan

Tra la la la

2004-09-14T21:10:39Z

^.^' Hey every one...guess what? I kinda sorta have a boyfriend now...we've been going out since the sixth. *bites lower lip and then smiles a little* A few of you already know, but those of you who don't...well, now you know. Oh, Adam...I want to talk to you too, ok? ^.^
Chiu...*sighs and makes a face* A little over a week until Nationals...O.o Getting kinda nervous...but really excited. I'm only nervous for Shavey's sake (not the japanese liquor...mmmm yummy). I know she'll do fine! ^.^ I'm just nervous so she won't have to be!! ^.^ Goddess bless, last year at Nationals, I was so relaxed and care-free that the rest of the team got mad at me. Ask Mat, he was there. *sticks tongue out at team* Some of them can be meeeaaan. Teasing me about my now ex-boyfriend. >.< Cheh. Oh well. It was an interesting performance any way...we screwed during the first part...and it was sooo not my fault. Our leader, I can't remember who it was... (BETSY) forgot to turn and we ended up doubling back. But it was ok, looked like part of the drill. But I rocked...like usual...*poses* I am mighty...and one of the best riders on the team...MWU HA HA HA HA!!!
Rock on and all that rot.
((EVERY ONE SAY GOOD LUCK TO SAVVY!!! It'll make her feel HAPPEHY. ^.^ Savvy, you'll do great.))
-Hotoke-chan

Chii!

2004-08-29T03:47:24Z

OMG! I havent been online in so long and I'm SORRY!!! I've been grounded...for I am evil...like pizza that's been trapped in a box for a thousand years with anchovies...EWWWW....

Wai! I'm so sorry I havent been on! I really am! I feel like I've missed so much! *cries* EVERYTHING'S FALLING DOWN AROUND MY EARS!!! WHYYY???

*blinks and then falls asleep* I'm tired...I sleep...*yawns and curls up in bed* mew...night night every one!

-Hotoke-chan

PS oh! Ben-Ben! *giggles* the second part of my manga is done! Do you still want to work on it? Ushiwaka is such a kick-ass character!

Poetry!

2004-08-10T22:39:57Z

I havent put any of my newer poems up here in a WHILE...have fun reading! ^.~

Falling Stars

It doesnt look like a soft landing,
Are you falling hard or hardly falling?
Are you falling in or out, left or right?
One brief second, you light the night.

* I glittered in your eyes so brightly,
You dreamed of me nightly.
Falling stars don't fall lightly,
The plummeting star was me.*

I loved you from the sky,
Watching your smile from on high.
Your sleeping face kept me company,
But with a kiss you forgot me.

Now through black clouds I fall,
Closing my eyes to hear your call.
To crash into warm, red sand,
To wait for someones loving hand.

*chorus*

Dim now I sleep emotionless,
Waiting for rebirth in a kiss.
Love failed me and I fell,
Waiting for time to break the spell.
~

WooooOOO that SUCKED! On to the next one...

Foolish Lover

If being in love with you,
Means that I am a fool,
I don't want to be wise or smart,
I just want to be wrapped in the arms of your heart.

If being in love with you,
Means that I'll always cry,
I don't want to be happy again,
Because seeing you happy is the happiest I've ever been.

If being in love with you,
Means that you'll love another now,
Then I'll wait forever to be in your life,
I'll wait forever to be your wife.

If being in love with you,
Means that I can never be yours,
I'll still love you, because that's what I do best,
And being in love with you is being truly blessed.

I never want to be without you,
Foolish as it may seem,
Because you'll never love like I do,
And all you are is a dream.
~

That sucked too! I'm on a rollll!! woot!
Next! Hey...this one doesnt rhyme...oh well!

Old Samurai Movies

You live so far away,
To get to you I have to get up.
Don't you think we should go?
I don't want to wake from my day dream.

If you were here we'd watch Zatoichi,
Five minutes in you'd kiss me.
Love is blind, so are we,
We have hands, we don't need to see.

I'd tickle you because I love to hear,
You laughing at nothing.
You'd tickle me, just to steal,
Touches that seem to mean so much.

We'd settle down and hold tight,
Close our eyes and try to sleep.
I don't want to say good night,
But it's better than saying goodbye.

When you told me you loved me,
You expected nothing in return,
But if you had, did I exceed?
Did I give too much to you?

If you were here, we'd watch Zatoichi,
Five minutes in you'd kiss me.
Love is blind, so is he,
Our eyes are open, we can see.

So much clearer, I see your face,
I wished for that once under the moon.
Did I mean it? Yes. I still do,
I never realized how much I love your smile...
~

and the end of another sucky poetry round....
-Hotoke-chan

First Day

2004-08-06T01:47:53Z

Today was my first day of school...I'll tell you about it later...I'M BUSY RPing DAMNIT!!
^.^

O.O

2004-08-03T03:06:04Z

How ironic...he actually is a demon...

*is talking about new backround pic*

Bleh

2004-08-03T02:31:43Z

Is it just because school is starting, or have I been supressing it because I've been busy? *makes a face* I feel lonely again. Not depressed, don't worry. This is the longest I've gone without a full out cry-fest...but...I think I'm over due for one...and every knows how I get when I'm depressed...>.< I'm trying to find every reason to stay happy! I promise...I'm just so lonely...not for friends because you guys are always there for me! ^.^ Thank you all by the way...
It's just...I guess...I miss kissing and cuddle time with that special guy you know? *makes another face and then blushes* But I'm ok, I really am. I'm just thinking too much again.

SCHOOL??!!!

2004-07-31T23:00:38Z

HOLY MONKEY! I go back to school next thursday...but guess what I have to do in the next week before that? I HAVE TO READ THE FRICKIN GRAPES OF FRICKIN WRATH!!! FRICK!

Shoot, and then I have to write a report on The Death of a Salesman...thank god I already read that..and the other two books I'm supposed to read..I'll read them later.

Bleh...wtf...I only just got these books...I only JUST found out that I was supposed to read them...*makes a face* damn thee school board.

La la la la...other than that...my life is going pretty well...still single and looking ^.~ oh hoyeah... Savvy and I went to Islands of Adventure yesterday dressed as Aeris (Savvy) and Rinoa (sp?) (me). We got recognized! it was great! I'm sure Savvy will write about it (furi_lord_sea) because I won't!

Yay. I'm bored. Good bai!
-Hotoke-chan

dark_bard @ 2004-07-28T21:44:00

2004-07-29T01:39:44Z

HOW DID YOU RESPOND SO FAST DAMNIT??? (<= directed to rusty_time_bomb)

^.^

2004-07-29T01:34:33Z

Hey every one! Guess what? I think I may have found an artist for my manga! rusty_time_bomb said he'd look at it! ^.^ Chii! Yay! He's really cool! He's a complete anime otaku...*thinks about that* but he's not a "otaku" really...anime is his life...but he does have a life beyond that...O.O my brain hurts.

*sighs* I'm nervous about going to this new school...don't get me wrong, I DO want to go, very badly...but what if my only friend is Taylor?? Egad, what a horror...^.^' (don't hurt me Tay-Tay...^.^' that was my undoing, wasnt it?) >.< Really...I guess I'm just hoping to meet a new guy there, you know? That's not my main concern, it just is right now, no da? (<= "you know" in japanese) I mean...yeah, I wanna make new friends and stuff like that...but what if I don't? WHAT IF EVERY ONE HATES ME FOR SOME INEXPLICABLE REASON?? WHAT IF THE TEACHERS ARE EVIL?? WHAT IF MY SPLEEN TAKES CONTROL OF MY BRAIN?? *blinks* what?

*sighs again* I dunno...I guess I'm just a little nervous...>.< I want a boy friend...O.o no Rick.

dark_bard @ 2004-07-28T20:56:00

2004-07-29T00:54:50Z

My cousin...cut my hand open...with her toe nail...
XP EWWWWWWWWWWW

Zatoichi

2004-07-28T03:19:02Z

^.^ I just got finished watching the first Zatoichi movie...Kichi-kun (aka Ricky) is letting me borrow them. I like it, even though it's all in black and white and every once in a while a guys ASS will pop up...>.< *Vash pose* EE! Scary!
Today was interesting. I got Rick up on a horse. Of course, she was unresponsive. That's what happens when you've had a stallion on your back most of your life...
O.O'

I am very evil...

Naw, it was ok. I had to work on this one new colt. He's got lots of brio...he'll be a good show horse once I can get him TO FLAT WALK!! *sighs* he likes to pull on the reins alot too... *makes a face* I'm pretty sure the only people who actually get this are Taylor and Savvy. I have to show in Extravaganza soon (a show here in Slocala). I'm showing two different horses, and SAVVY...you need to get your elven butt over here so we can train together.

Oh yeah, I had to go get a physical today. That new school I'm going to (that is far better than Trinity), demands that I have a physical and other CRAP like that...*covers naked body* I don't want them to prod me with needles!!!

*yawns* that's all that's going on in my life...I'm going to bed soon...

Cheh, night

-Shadow aka Hotoke-chan

I meet the weirdest people...

2004-07-27T03:00:38Z

BlackRoseBard [10:26 PM]: hey, Dox, right?
legomaster28 [10:27 PM]: yup
legomaster28 [10:27 PM]: whats goin on
BlackRoseBard [10:27 PM]: *shrugs* not much, updating my LJ, talking to some of friends...sadly, I don't have enough time to RP...I just thought I'd say hi and stuff! ^.^
legomaster28 [10:28 PM]: wait wait wait
legomaster28 [10:28 PM]: you have an lj?
BlackRoseBard [10:28 PM]: *nods*
BlackRoseBard [10:28 PM]: yup!
legomaster28 [10:28 PM]: livejournal.com?
BlackRoseBard [10:28 PM]: *nods* yup! Wanna see?
legomaster28 [10:29 PM]: yeah i have one
BlackRoseBard [10:29 PM]: ooo who are you?
BlackRoseBard [10:29 PM]: I See Demons in My Dreams
legomaster28 [10:30 PM]: rusty_time_bomb
BlackRoseBard [10:30 PM]: can I add you to my friends?
legomaster28 [10:30 PM]: sure thing man
BlackRoseBard [10:30 PM]: ^.^ yay!
legomaster28 [10:33 PM]: whats your name on lj
BlackRoseBard [10:33 PM]: dark_bard
legomaster28 [10:35 PM]: sweet sweet
legomaster28 [10:35 PM]: i just got back from sushi and a movie
BlackRoseBard [10:35 PM]: *licks lips* mmm sushi!
legomaster28 [10:35 PM]: dude it rocked
legomaster28 [10:35 PM]: we have 2 places like right by my house
BlackRoseBard [10:35 PM]: I love sushi! or maybe I just like eating with chopsticks...but it's good!
legomaster28 [10:36 PM]: you know it
BlackRoseBard [10:37 PM]: *grins* yay, you're on my Friends page now!
legomaster28 [10:37 PM]: oh sweet dude
BlackRoseBard [10:37 PM]: ^.^
legomaster28 [10:37 PM]: shit!!
BlackRoseBard [10:38 PM]: *tilts head* what?
legomaster28 [10:38 PM]: i got condinsation from my beer
legomaster28 [10:38 PM]: brb
legomaster28 [10:41 PM]: back
BlackRoseBard [10:42 PM]: ^.^ konichiwa!
legomaster28 [10:42 PM]: SAIYUKI!!
BlackRoseBard [10:43 PM]: OMG!! You like Saiyuki too??
legomaster28 [10:44 PM]: you know it
legomaster28 [10:44 PM]: just bought the first 2 mangas last wekk
legomaster28 [10:44 PM]: week*
BlackRoseBard [10:44 PM]: *grins* I have the first three...I LOVE Hakkai!
BlackRoseBard [10:45 PM]: >.< sadly he looks like my ex-boyfriend...
BlackRoseBard [10:45 PM]: meh
legomaster28 [10:46 PM]: meh...
legomaster28 [10:46 PM]: gojyo is better
legomaster28 [10:46 PM]: or goyjo...whatever
BlackRoseBard [10:47 PM]: *grins* my friend thinks the same. He says that he is Gojyo...he is. He's a pimp
legomaster28 [10:47 PM]: i doubt it
legomaster28 [10:47 PM]: im a Gojyo
legomaster28 [10:47 PM]: >.<
BlackRoseBard [10:47 PM]: *giggleS*
legomaster28 [10:47 PM]: DAMNIT *punches his beer*
BlackRoseBard [10:47 PM]: >.<
legomaster28 [10:48 PM]: this thing is pissing me off
legomaster28 [10:48 PM]: ill just throw it away
legomaster28 [10:48 PM]: brb
BlackRoseBard [10:48 PM]: k
legomaster28 [10:49 PM]: back
legomaster28 [10:49 PM]: yeah...im 18...
BlackRoseBard [10:49 PM]: ^.^ I'm sixteen
legomaster28 [10:49 PM]: oh fancy
legomaster28 [10:49 PM]: and yes i was drinking a beer
BlackRoseBard [10:49 PM]: *grins* I figured
legomaster28 [10:50 PM]: i dont get drunk...im not a drinker
BlackRoseBard [10:50 PM]: *nods* ja
legomaster28 [10:50 PM]: im Gojyo...im telling you...cept i dont smoke
legomaster28 [10:50 PM]: blarg
BlackRoseBard [10:51 PM]: *giggles* he smokes like a chimney with a burning lust for cancer...*quoting the book*
legomaster28 [10:51 PM]: the profiles at the beginning and end....nice
BlackRoseBard [10:51 PM]: *grins* nods
legomaster28 [10:51 PM]: to bad its korean
BlackRoseBard [10:51 PM]: >.< damn typos...
BlackRoseBard [10:51 PM]: is it?
legomaster28 [10:52 PM]: yeah
legomaster28 [10:52 PM]: im pretty sure it is
BlackRoseBard [10:52 PM]: *tilts head* yeah, I think so too....
BlackRoseBard [10:52 PM]: hmm
BlackRoseBard [10:52 PM]: ^*^ look! I'm Youkai!
legomaster28 [10:52 PM]: ...................*dies and gets eaten by you*
BlackRoseBard [10:53 PM]: *blinks and then giggles with mouth full of spleen
legomaster28 [10:53 PM]: *reaches up..*...i ...i-i love you..*dies*
BlackRoseBard [10:53 PM]: *blinks and then drops spleen* mew?
legomaster28 [10:54 PM]: *lays there with blood all around him....he loved her...poor guy*
BlackRoseBard [10:54 PM]: *giggles and pokes ripped up body* he did not! He just met her!
legomaster28 [10:54 PM]: *Hakkai jumps in and rapes you with his charm...booyah*
BlackRoseBard [10:55 PM]: *drools* it's not rape if I'm screaming "yes"
legomaster28 [10:56 PM]: *takes off his Hakkai costume...* TADA
BlackRoseBard [10:56 PM]: *blinks and dies*
legomaster28 [10:56 PM]: *smacks you in the face...*
BlackRoseBard [10:57 PM]: *is revived and smacks you* hhhey!

legomaster28 [10:57 PM]: hey..*smiles...*
legomaster28 [10:57 PM]: What is it crappy pants?
BlackRoseBard [10:58 PM]: wait...what did you call me?
legomaster28 [10:58 PM]: nothing
legomaster28 [10:58 PM]: dont scroll up
legomaster28 [10:58 PM]: read
legomaster28 [10:58 PM]: down
legomaster28 [10:58 PM]: here
legomaster28 [10:58 PM]: now
legomaster28 [10:58 PM]: ok
BlackRoseBard [10:58 PM]: *growls and pounces*
legomaster28 [10:58 PM]: *dodges*
BlackRoseBard [10:59 PM]: *lands on face* OOOOWWWW
BlackRoseBard [10:59 PM]: I'm putting this convo in my LJ...
legomaster28 [10:59 PM]: *crawls over...* you ok..?
BlackRoseBard [11:00 PM]: *rolls over and appears to be dead*
legomaster28 [11:00 PM]: *looks to the left...looks to the right...kisses her*
BlackRoseBard [11:00 PM]: *blinks and opens eyes* hey!
BlackRoseBard [11:03 PM]: *pokes you* what was that for?
legomaster28 [11:03 PM]: *shrugs..* not sure
legomaster28 [11:03 PM]: SUN BURN!!!
legomaster28 [11:04 PM]: *falls over*
BlackRoseBard [11:04 PM]: *cries* don't make fun of me!!
legomaster28 [11:04 PM]: *hands you aloe vera*
BlackRoseBard [11:04 PM]: *makes a face* I don't need it...I'm tan and sexy now

That was one of the stranger conversations I've ever had...

I'm scared...

2004-07-27T02:43:29Z

Drill Team

2004-07-27T02:10:36Z

Bleh...I had drill team tonight and it was boring because Savvy wasnt there...
*grins* my coach, John, is pretty funny though. I believe he's Scottish, but he spent a good part of his life in London. I believe one of the first conversations between him and I was...well...we had just screwed up a large part of the drill...and he starts yelling about how we're all in his black book now...so of course I lean towards him and ask, "The Devil's black book sir?" In a perfect english accent. He looks up at me and nods, "And your at the top of my list Scottie!" I just moaned and rode away. A few minutes later we fixed what we had done wrong, and he yells out, "All of you are off my list!" So I start waving my arms in the air yelling "Yay!" and then he goes, "Except for you Scottie."
According to him, I'm the trouble maker of the team... today all I did was yell out, "Konichiwa John-Sensei!!" and he looks at me and says, "Good evening Scottie...I expect you to behave tonight...or I'll slap you." So I just blinked and slinked away before he could...
Another one of our conversations was, "Scottie!! What the HELL DID YOU JUST DO??? I SAID FOR YOU TO TURN RIGHT!!!
And of course my witty reply was, "I'm sorry sir, I was so blinded by your magnificence that I didnt see where I was going." And of course he calms down and says, "It's all right Scottie, a common mistake."
^.^ He's really cool. I knock over the cones he sets up around the ring all the time. Me and my horse Harmony will ride all over the ring knocking them over...he gets furious and yells "Who killed all my cones??" And I reply with, "I did sir, with my telekenisis!! (sp?)"
Yeah, Savvy and I both think John is cool. ^.^ Night Night every one...Good night Hakkai you sexy youkai, you...
-Shadow

Oh hoyeah...

2004-07-26T06:12:21Z

O.O I am wide awake and its 2:11 in the fsking morning...Maybe it's because I know that as soon as I leave the computer...the music will go away...>.< I gotta use the bathroom though!! WAH!
Really, I think it's because I'm sharing my room with my little cousin until Tuesday night...which SUCKS by the way...yay.
*sighs* then I have another cousin coming over. He's ok though. His name is John and I think he's like my third cousin and he's adopted. As Ricky said, YEAH, we're REALLY close. ^.^ He's Korean I think...he's pretty funny. It's only because he and I make fun of each other all the time...that's how we get our kicks. Kinda like Rick and Fish...^.^ I love my friends. I'm supposed to be travelling with John to Universal Studios or Islands of Adventure sometime this week...WHO WANTS TO COME WITH????
I'll be with my family, so...no fun.
>.< I'm going to bed now...Night Night all...ALL PRAISE HAKKAI!!!
*drools over the sexiness for a bit more...then goes to sleep on the keyboard*
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New Set-up!

2004-07-26T05:29:49Z

Who likes my new set up?? Look at it, for it is SEXY!!!

I would like to remind MegsB of our past conversation...

Megs: BISHONEN!!
Me: NANDE???

Well he's right here, and his name is Cho Hakkai...and he is a DEMON SLAYING YOUKAI SEX GOD!!!

^.^ I do love Hakkai... Well, now that I've figured out how to change the back round of my LJ and crap like that, the back round will be changing every time I get on...^.^ Woot! Next I think I'll put Gojyo and Goku up...^.^ They're so funny! I lovey them too! Then I'll put Chichiri up...because he's a sexy monk...yes, I said monk. ^.~ Woo hoo!

Comment on my lay out or I will KILL THEE!!!

Chii!
-Shadow

The Keep sucks

2004-07-26T03:57:30Z

Damnit, the Keep sucks! It only lets 100 people in there now...so I keep getting kicked out...and no one talks to my characters any more!!! *cries* it's just like my life!!WAHHH!!

Well, There's a new char in the manga thing...*grins* tee hee...His name is Makino Nabutoshi...and he's an 18 year old Demon boy. No one but Rick knows who he's modeled after...*laughs evilly* All the characters are modeled after people I know...like Aman Fujiwara is modeled after Fish! And Kichiroku is modeled after Ricky! ^.^ The only char that isnt modeled after any one is Tsukiwaka...I kinda took him from Lestat...except Tsukiwaka is a complete ass...and a perv...LOL! This is gonna be fun!

I learned a new word the other day...Ubiquitous...it's a funny word...I like it! Whee!

Goddess...I am so bored...

So I will continue yammering!

OMG! I met this really cute guy! Megs and I got hooked up just recently with these two guys! One of them is named John and the other is Joey. Megs liked Joey...but now she's gone!! *cries* I miss my Megsy!!!

*blushes a little* But I'm kinda attracted to John...he's kinda quiet...but he's really hot...*blushes again* I don't think any thing will come of it...he doesnt really call me that much...but when I call him he's really sweet...

*sighs* I am an idiot...

OH WELL!!!!! Tra la la la la! I've been playing Suikoden recently..its really good! My brother hates it. He's an idiot. He says the graphics suck...they do, but the story and the characters are really good! *huggles Flik* I like Flik! He's cute!

Tee hee, that's all for now...I'm so bored.

o.O'

2004-07-26T02:28:39Z

dark_bard's LJ stalker is rickthesquirrel!

rickthesquirrel is stalking you because you got better results for the 'acronym' thing than them. They are also slowly poisoning you!

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DOES ANY ONE ELSE FIND THIS FUNNY???

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	unique

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I am so sexy...some one go out with me...please??!!

I don't know...

2004-07-25T03:15:28Z

Usstan xuat zhaun ele Usstan tlun wun ssinssrigg xuil Kal'daka. A l' toha draeval Usstan tlun. Foldraevals uk jivviimen uns'aa...drill uk tnoah hass'l ulu... Usstan usieva ol's fridj p'wal we're tu' waelin, lu' foldraevals udos telanth waele klezn...Usstan zhaun Usstan xun ol ichl...Drill foldraevals uk shlu'ta tlu ji inthuul... lu' foldraevals Usstan xuat talinth uk llaar zhaun lu'oh mzilt Usstan ssinssrigg ukta... Usstan zexen'uma awake lu' ul'nusst jal isto foldraevals p'wal F'sarn ji stre nindel Dorn xun folbol waele ulu morfeth ukta alu tarthe...drill uk's jal'yur ji feir tarthe....Foldraevals vel'drav Usstan ssinssrin tlu veir, xor vel'drav Usstan ssinssrin ulu morfeth ukta loff'ta, uk telanthen folbol nindel morfethen uns'aa satiir waele...Usstan ssinssrigg ukta! Usstan ssinssrigg ukta ji mzilt...F'sarn ji stre nindel...wun l' end...nindel wo naut selg'tarn...F'sarn stre nindel ussta xukuth mii'n naubol!Gaer's ji mzilt mzild nindel zhah mzild kleel, ditronw? Ele zhal'la uss ligrren xukuth selg'tarn a jal? Ele zhal'la uk ssinssrigg uns'aa?? Quin, Usstan still ssinssrigg ukta, xuil rilbol Usstan tlun. Ka Usstan noa ukta, Usstan noa rilbol...ussta xukuth orn lassrinn feir mzild taga rin'ov p'los...ol orn shatter wund oblivion. Usstan orn neitar belbau phor pholor ukta...Usstan usieva ol's p'wal Usstan ssinssrigg ukta ji mzilt...Usstan promised ulu vellupa ukta....lu' Usstan still orn...tangis' though foldraevals uk telanthen waele klezn...

Hi hi!

2004-07-25T02:37:44Z

Alright every one...here's the news...

I'm working on a manga script! All good artists who are interested tell me! It's pretty good...

The story is called "High School: A Different Experience"

The story is about a high school that welcomes every one from different worlds. It's called Annex High school. It's like the Keep, except high school! ^.^ There are cat people, elves, angels, demons, vampires...its cool!

The story has five charactes so far. The main character being Ino Hotoke, a black haired cat girl. She sings in a band called "Dance Dance Party of Doom". Her best friend is Umi Adella (I think you know who this is. If you want the name to change tell me!), an elven sorceress with long silver hair and light green eyes. Another one of her friends is a red-headed satyr named Rosei Kichiroku (Kichi-kun!). The main guitarist in her band is a vampire boy by the name of Echigo Tsukiwaka, and the drummer is a sea-man (tee hee!) named Aman Fugiwara. The last char is Kouyo Sukinari, a coyote boy and Hotoke's secret crush! =^.^= There are more char's to go, so I need someone's help!

Who will help me make this manga?????

-Shadow

Your LJ RPG Team
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Your Partner	xxturtleboyxx
Your Warrior	afishoutofwater
The Giggly, Flirtatious Magic User with Big Breasts	azn_jigga
The Talking Animal	rickthesquirrel
Main Archenemy	jatoke
Evil Incarnate	azn_jigga

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